A little peace of heaven

Who would have thought that one of my biggest joys is being a mother? I now have a 6-month-old baby girl and she is one of my biggest joys. Lately my husband and I have been bouncing between jobs and homes and it's been pretty tough on us. Needless to say I sometimes just want to break down and cry and shout out "why?! Why is this happening to us?" I guess at some point everyone reaches a phase like this in their lives. But here's where the phenomenon occurs: with such a hard trial comes some of my biggest pleasures. For example, when I wake up in the morning and I see this little face gazing up at me just smiling, her face so full of trust. It's as if she's saying "Today is going to be a great day, mama." Then she laughs and giggles as I rush about to get ready for today and get her in the bath. She is just so trusting even though she is completely helpless. That's how I feel about my situation; completely helpless. So I kneel before my maker and say "ok God, my life is in your hands because I feel like I've been doing all that I can do and I don't think I can  do anymore. I trust you to help me take care of my small family." The funny thing is, is that He does. He loves me and my family so much that He is taking care of us every step of the way. I know He is. I just have to trust Him by doing my part.